Friday, April 30, 2010

F is the letter for...

FREEDOM!

After weeks of undergoing exams...I'm finally able to let out a relieved sigh...

This semester's papers were a great challenge!!!! And not to mention disappointing....I am so not confident of 3 papers...and one of the reason was due to the fact of me having a mental block while answering one of the papers. Seriously...my brain was like trapped...the answers were there...swirling around. searching for the door to exit to pass down to my hands and to the pen and to finally land safely on the answer script. But they didn't. That was the first time I actually suffered mental block. Damn, it's gonna affect that paper of mine. Other reasons...well...something like misleading tips given by lecturers, unexpected questions given by lecturer after being told that it will never come out for the exam...and question that didn't follow the tips given. Ahh...lecturer to blame??? Hmm....partly...(tgh cover..takut tak dapat berkat...=p)

And the sad thing is, when my parents called and asked. Sedih oo...I can't say that I couldn't do it...or else they'll be sad and frustrated. So I just said the papers were fine, and it's left to the discretion of the lecturers...when deep inside I know that the possibility of having to see an increase of my pointer will be near to zero. Nope, not being pessimistic or negative, just realistic.

Today was the last paper, and right after that, we all hit McD to celebrate the end of one burden being lifted. Haha...I'm acting as though exams are the hardest thing on earth...girl, you still have much to learn and lots to see...hmm....It was a long and tiring journey...haha...ye lah...kalau McD ada kat Alor Star je...kena la drive sejam sebelum sampai...why can't they open a franchise in Changlun??? Definitely will have lots of customers!

So now that exams were done, what I have to do now is to pack! Which is one thing I hate to do! You would be if your books alone needs three boxes! That's going to be one heavy luggage to bring down the stairs to the car. My back is waiting to get strained!

But the jolly thing is....Langkawi! I am looking forward to it. So far the plan stays...we (my friends and I) will be going to Langkawi on the 2nd-4th May. Insya Allah... Imagining the ocean is enough to bring tranquil. It has been long since I last visited that Mahsuri island...I remembered when I was small I was kinda afraid to go to Langkawi...takut kena sumpahan Mahsuri...lol....padahal bukan keturunan Mahsuri pun...keturunan nyonya Sarawak ada la...haha! And it is the first time for a friend of mine who will be coming along! Double triple excitement for her! she has her eyes on the chocolates there, being an avid chocolate lover. Jangan makan sampai migrain dah la ye...my mother warned me to not buy too many of those wonderful delights, so I have to think of other things to spend my money on....

And oh, Langkawi is not the only holiday destination for me this semester break. I'll be visiting Sabah as well!!! In June!!! Thanks to the Ipoh firm who gladly refused to welcome me to their firm for my practicum period. I got to do it in Sabah instead. Tawau specifically. And this is the first time I'll be going there, alone, so apart from being excited, I admit of feeling rather...nervous...or should I say anxious???

Whatever it is, it is going to be an adventure! Well, all this while you are complaining of not having enough travelling and adventure and experiences, well, now you have it!

Yup, I have and it is going to be a blast and definitely a memorable one... Insya Allah...

p/s: maybe I'll meet my mr.right somewhere in Langkawi or Sabah...who knows right?? hahaha...gatai!

2 comments:

ber_u_wang said...

setelah berusaha bertawakal lah.. moga boleh score anugerah dekan..


selamat bercuti

lily said...

thank you...amin...=)