A few more hours to go before we bid adieu to year 2008 and welcomes excitedly 2009. Wow, how fast the time flies. It felt like it was only yesterday that I celebrated 2008 and now I'm celebrating its end.
New year, new beginning and new life. My past life have not been a satisfactory, not even deserving a praise. I made many silly blunders, offended many, disappoint some and failed to improve myself to become a better person than I am now. Well, I hope 2009 brings a different wind and a different way for me to improve. Honestly throughout those years I almost felt like I am about to have depression, but thankfully I managed to void myself from being one. Still, it is not impossible. There's always a chance for me to have such problems. I don't like to express my feelings...I prefer to have them kept it all to myself. And of course, such way offers higher chance for depression.
Thus, I want to make 2009 as a turning point of my life. It is going to be difficult. It's going to be challenging. It is going to be more bitter than sweet. But this time I want to give myself a shot. I am not promising anything, as I know I'm not really a person that can stay standing for all that comes. But I am trying. I will try to make myself to try. At least I have nothing else to lose or regret. I am tired of being a person of regret.
The worst bankrupt in the world is the man who has lost his
enthusiasm. Let a man lose everything else in the world but
his enthusiasm and he will come through again to success.
- H. W. Arnold
enthusiasm. Let a man lose everything else in the world but
his enthusiasm and he will come through again to success.
- H. W. Arnold
